“Why won’t this thing just do its job?!” With a pile of dishes to wash, my frustration mounted as the newly purchased stopper failed to keep dishwater in the sink. Despite repeated wiggling, the suds simply drained away. “It has one job! Why can’t it just do what it was created to do?”
I wonder how often God asks that question about me.
Sometimes, in the middle of folding laundry or correcting a math assignment, I look across the room to find my husband deep in thought. As I watch him sitting alone, I begin to reflect, “When was the last time I made time just for him?” Going deeper I ask, “Have I had enough in-depth conversations to know what he’s pondering right now? Have I kept up with the pressures on him–do I know what is bringing him joy?”
Too often I get too busy to focus on my husband. I focus instead on my half of the load and let him focus on his. With a house full of children it’s so easy to say, “He’s the other adult–he is on his own.”
But, God says, “He’s not supposed to be on his own. He gets lonely on his own. When I created him, I said that loneliness wasn’t good, so I made you.” I know I was created, first and foremost, to be my husband’s companion. Though God has certainly added other roles, the very reason for my being is to ease the innate, created loneliness of my husband. Genesis 2. I also know how deeply God loves my husband. I’m sure there are times God looks at my husband single-handedly shouldering his burdens and asks, “Why can’t she just do her job?!”
I know how to make this happen. When he gets home, I can instruct the children not to interrupt unless there is gushing blood, take him to our room, and spend the first 20 minutes of his time home focusing all my attention on catching up on his day. I can plan an evening away–or at least an evening walk–to get the two of us out of the house, together and focused on each other. I can stop folding laundry and go sit with him. I can simply determine to do the job I was created to do–then trust God will show me how to get the rest done, too.
Everything is made for a purpose. If my frustration boils over the stopper’s failure to keep water in a sink, how frustrated must God get when I fail to help and encourage the husband He gave to me. I need to remember my own plea, “Please, just do the job you were made to do.”
Tess Worrell writes and speaks to groups regarding issues of family life and living as a Godly woman. She and husband, Mike Worrell, live in Madison, Indiana, where they are in their 14th year of home schooling. She would love to hear your insights. Comment here or email her at tess@YourFamilyMatterstous.com. If you would like Tess to speak to your home school or church group, you can learn more about her speaking at YourFamilyMatterstous.com.